Ye doreyi bood ke besiar dep zade boodam va baraye khodam ham kheili ajib bood ke chera inghadr sheddatesh ziade. ba kamale etminan mitoonam begam ke ta hala injoori depression rooye man asare be in badi nazashte bood. mamoolan dar injoor mavaghe khodamo ba music e khodam aroom mikonam. age nashod ba guitar, vagarna shoroo mikonam be raah raftan dore shahr ta inke inghadr energy azam bere ke natoonam beistam! va baad hame chi khoob mishe.Ama in seri in kara ham javab nadad va man aslan har kari kardam halam khoob nemishod. Inja bood ke dige dast be damane doostano ghorso in harfa shodam ta balke aroom begiram. nemidoonam vaghean kodoomesh asar kard ya nakard ama be har hal emrooz ke in post ro minevisam halam kheili behtare va kollan oon phase ro gozaroondam va tamoom shode. Ehsase khodam in hast ke az vaghti ke oomadam inja hanooz ghasdam baraye khoondane PhD oon chenan ghati nashode bood va inja kheili sholo vel va bikhial shoroo kardam. Ama ye dafe ba ye moje azim az kar rooberoo shodam. Az oonvar ham sholooghie doro varam va jangoolak bazie khodam nemizasht ke man hatta tamarkoz konam. be har hal khoda ro shokr in ghazie ro ta dir nashode dark kardam va alan ye 4,5 roozi hast khodamo jam kardam va daram karamo mikonam.Too in mioon ye seri az doostan kheili behem komak kardan ke in phase ro begzaroonam. Lozoomi nemibinam esmeshoono inja biaram choon khodeshoon midoonan kia hastan va man cheghadr kollan azashoon babate lotf hashoon mamnoonam:)Inja ettefaghate ziadi oftad ke man hale neveshtaneshoono nadashtam. be tore mokhtasar inke movaffagh shodam bilite concerte coldplay va oasis ro bekharam. hafteye dige in moghe 7 saat ghabl az concerte coldplay khahad bood va man motmaennam ke az hayajan daram khodamo khis mikonam!!!:D:DKollan be in natije residam hichi mesle music rooye man asar nadare. man taghriban kheili chizaro emtehan kardam ke khodamo aroom konam va control konam ama hich kodoom mesle music javab nemidan. Inam chizi nist ke bekham pozesho bedam, shayad ettefaghan ye joor mosibat ham bashe choon be noyi etiad mahsoob mishe! vali khob nazare man kollan in hast ke adama bayad khodeshoono be ye chiz motad konan ta betoonan too in donya davoom biaran. yeki khodesho be khoda motad mikone yeki be taryak yekiam mesle man be music. hala ki mitoone bege chi doroste va chi ghalat in vasat.Emrooz motevajjeh shodam ke ye ghesmat az ahang ham ro dar ye external hard disci back up gerefte boodam vali khodam kamel yadam rafte bood va hamash be khodam fosh midadam ek che joori shode ke man inaro gom kardam. ama belakhare yaftameshoon va ye ahangi hast male ye aghayi ke man aslan nemishnasamesh va kamelan random peida kardam in ahango. Dar ye ghesmati az ahang in agha mige: "Even as you pray to the lord but don't feel you belong no one's gonna notice if you never right no wrong..."
ke be nazaram jomleye jalebie baraye oonayi ke zoor zadan connect shan vali hich vaght ehsas nakardan ke vasl shodan;)
fashoon hata az dafeye ghabli ke rafte boodam behtar bood. Va in baraye khodam ham kheili jaleb bood baraye inke man aslan az albume jadideshoon be nesbate album haye ghabli khosham nemiad, ama nokteye jaleb inja bood ke modele ahang hashoon dar in album mesle ahang haye U2 hast yani vaghti roo CD goosh midi hich ehsas khassi behet dast nemide ama in ahanga sakhate shode baraye ejraye zende va por az energy hast! Moteassefane ta shoroo kardam film gereftan az concert oomadan behem gir dadan va goftan bayad doorbin ro jam konam ama khob movaffagh shodam ye seri aks az internet gir biaram ke ghesmat haye mokhtalefe concert hast. Man ino 1000 bar goftam bazam migam ke hich chiz be andzaye music oonam az noyi ke doost daram ro
oye man asare mosbat nadare. Va jalebish injast ke man age oon music e morede alagheye khodam behem berese, inghadr relax misham ke ba oon hame saro seda o inash khabam mibare:D:D concerte dishab mano dobare yaade in endakht ke chera az in no music khosham miad. Jaye hameye alaghemandan makhsoosan aroose gharghavol va majid khali:) 
