Yaaade ayyam!!!!

• Khob alan dige be salamati ye 20 minute moonde ke saale 2008 shoroo she va ye saaale maskhareye dige shoroo she. Parsal in moghe yadame ke man ba behzad biglar, baradaresh mohammad va araz salek online boodim va hamzaman ba inke lahzeye tahvile saalo dar sarasare donya tamasha mikardim, baraye khodemoon ham ye jashnaki gerefte boodimo araz ye 3 tari mizado ina... farghe bozorge parsal ba emsal baraye man ine ke man parsal bozorgtarin negeranim tamoom shodane in darse koofti bood ke belakhare ghaalesh kande shod! age khoda bekhad va man ye kaare khoob gir biaram dige lazem nist be samte ketab beram o phd. hala bayad did ke chi mishe. yeki az doostane man familish hast esmayili va in shakhs az doreye rahnamayi ba man dooste. motabeghe mamoole hamishe ke man har vaght baraye baare aval kesio mibinam va azash fogholadde badam miad, va baadeh in shakhs dar zendegie man ye adame mohemi baraye man mishe, esmayili ham dar oon ebteda tanaffor angiz be nazar mioomad. ama be har hal doreye rahnamayi doreyi bood ke ma ba ham kheili samimi mishim, chandin bar ghahr khafan mikonim va dobare ashti mikonim. dar oon doran dadane esme mostaar be hamdige az karaye moredde alaghamoon bood be torike be man migoftan "zad (zahedi) commando"!!! in dooste ma ham az in ghaede mostasna nabood va esmesh bood "esi Gentel"!!! ke khob baad laghabesh ro ham cut kardim va faghat shod esi! baad az oon ma be 2 dabirestane motefavet raftim, khooneye esi ina avaz shod va dige dar mahalleye ma nabood, daneshgah man raftam daneshgah tehran va esi semnan ghabool shod, ama ertebate ma hich vaght ghat nashod. kheili say kardam esi ro varede jame kooche konam ama be dalile modele khassi ke esi hast va hamchenin modeli ke bache haye kooche hastan, esi bishtar be onvane ye vasileye sargarm konande baraye bache ha talaghi mishod ta ye doost. ama khob baad ha be in natije residam ke khode esi ham ziad sarmaye gozarie khassi rooye bache ha baaz nakarde bood va leza ye khorde narahatim kamtar shod. be har hal, esi alan ezdevaj karde va dar ye sherkat besiar adame movaffagh va moahmmi hast. chizi ke dar rabete ba esi tahsin mikonam va hatta bazi moghe ha hasrat mikhoram, ine ke ba inke hich gah dar darsesh jeddi naboode, ama dar anajme karesh fogholadde monazzam va ba poshtekar hast betorike ye joorayi baraye man ye olgoo hast! hadaf az goftane dastane esi in bood ke chand rooz pish esi be man zang zad ta xmas, tavallod, va sle no ro tabrik bege va khlase gharar shod chand seri aks baraye ham beferestim. rooze baad dar email boxam ke in rooza mashallah darigh az ye email!!!, ye email az esi dashtam ke toosh chand ta aks bood. yeki az aks hash akse ziri bood. in aks az sakhtemooni ke dare jaye cinema azadie ghadim sakhte mishe gerefte shode. khob man ta iran boodam sakhte in sakhtemoon shoroo nashode bood va bayad begam az didane in aks kolli khoshhal shodam. in cinema baraye kheilia fekr mikonam zende konanadeye khaterat bashe. az hamoon bachegi ke babam man khaharam va bache haye kheili az doostasho ba ham miavord be in cinema, mogheyi ke dar safe jashnavre baraye filme dandane mar behemoon bilit naresid, mogheyi ke baraye didane filme "seven" (brad pitt) emtehane ensha sali ke sevvome rahnamyi boodam ro tond tond neveshtam va khodamo resoondam be jeloye in cinema, jayi ke dostam majid already dobar dar saafi ke ta vasate khiaboon keshide shode bood ja zade bood va baraye mano khodesh bilitesho gerefte bood, va khob saal haye baad az oon ke mishe goft behtarin saal haye koocheye gharghavol bood va tamame bache hayi ke dar gharghavol zendegi miakrdan oon moghe ba ham doost boodim va hame ja ba ham miraftim, az jomle in cinema: man, majid, esi, babak, kasra, oon yeki kasra, nima, behzad, reza, ali, ali, mahiar, hooman, hamed, behnam, va... va taaze doostaye bache ha az madrese haye mokhtalef. jalebe ke ye mahal cheghadr baraye adam yaad avare khaterate ghadim hast!!
• dar edameye sohbatam, mikham ye aghayi ro ke jadidan ba karash ashna shodam moarrefi konam. in agha ro baare aval ke shenidam shak kardam ke aya "coldplay" hast ya na. ellatesh ine ke sedaye in agha kheili moshakhase haye sedaye Chris khanadeye group e coldplay ro dare. ama khob ahang hayi ke mikhoone ba kare coldplay kheili fargh dare va leza mishe tafavoteshoono baad az ye khorde fahmid. esme in agha hast "Mat Kearney". man ye albumesho ghablan gerefte boodam va goosh dadam ke kheili karaye ghashang dare toosh. ama jadidan ye doone ahang dade biroon ke baraye ye serial khoonde va pedare man dar oomad ta befahmam esmesh chie va giresh biaram. esme in ahang hast "breath in breath out". alan gozashtamesh rooye weblog. bayad begam ke baad az 100 bar goosh dadan ghesmate avale ahang baraye man behtarin ghesmateshe!
• ye filmi chand rooz pish didam az Kevin Costner be name "Mr Brooks". Kollan ba Kevin costner hastam, begzarim ke kheili tarze fekre maskhareyi dar entekhabe filmash dare va omooman filmash kaboyi va sare kari hastan, ama avalan kheili ghiafeye jaleb va motefakkeri dare, va sanian besiari az shakhsiat hayi ke bazi karde be dele adam mishinan! In filme jadidesh ro shenide boodam ke dar ye shkhsiate motefavet va manfi zaher shode. be har hal filmo didam. ba inke az lahaze honario ina chize khassi nadare ama dastanesh jaleb bood va tasavore inke ye hamchin adamayi vaghean vojood daran ye joorayi ham ajib gharibe ham dar eine hal be fekr foroo barande! hala bebinin khodetoon o ghezavat konin!
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• merci az doostani ke xmaso behem tabrik goftan.
• javabe man be soal ha inast:

1) khob dar bayane aval bayad begam ke khoonevadam bish az hame baraye man ghabele tahsin hastan. hala begzarim chera!! vali az shakhsiat haye ghabele tahsin NoelGallagher guitarist va ahang saaze aslie oasis avalishoone ke khob vaghean bi nazire! adamey digeye injoori dar music hastan ke man kheili tahsin mikonam mesle Kurt Cobain, Bono, Ed Kowalczyk (live), va .. hastan. ye seri adama ham hastan ke jaleb be nazaram mian, kevin spacy, andersoon cooper (khabarnegar e CNN), va ...

2) Marg! ba inke kheili say kardam khodamo gool bezanam vali be har hal bazam azash mitarsam jeddan!!!!

3) be nazare khodam roo rast boodanam ba mardom hastesh. in fargh dare ba rasto doroogh goftan, vali khob sare ezhare nazar rage be masael va... ke mishe, kheili say mikardam nazare vagheyimo begam! hala ta baghie chi began!

4) 1 maahe ghabl az defam! kolli majara dashtamo kolli tars az inke gand bezanam. be joz oon dige hichi taghriban!

Merry Xmassssssssssss....XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Salam be hameye doostan, doshmanan, bi ehsasan, va baghieye adam haye rooye koreye zamin!!!!

Xmas ro khob hamegi midoonin rage be chi hasto niazi be tozihe bishtari nadare. ama khob az lahaze shakhsi, xmas baraye man yeki az ghashang tarin zaman haye saal dar khoonamoon bood. az hamoon bachegi ke har saal derakht mizashtim va hamzaman ba goosh dadan ahang haye marboot be xmas ba mamanamo khaharamo babam derakht ro tazyin mikardim, va sobhe rooze xmas ba che shoghi pa mishodim va babamoono bidar mikardim k maro bebare dame derakht ta kado hamoono baz konim va bebinim emsal Santa chi avorde!!!! har kas har chi mikhad bege va har joor mikhad fekr kone, ama xmas baraye man yeki az behtarin zaman haye saal boode va hast, va dar hich doreyi az saal bishtar az alan doost nadaram dar kenare maman, baba , va khaharam basham.. omidvaram ke baghie ham ye mogheyi az saal barashoon bayangare in ghazie bashe. be har hal merry Xmasssssssssssss e faravoon be hameye doostan.




man javabe soal hamo bedam ke kheili vaghte gozashtam va kolli dir shode ama khob sharmande man rafte boodam safar va oonja dastresi be internet nadashtam. dar zemn az in be baad soal haye jadido dar gooshe samte chape mizaram va har ki doost dasht dar comment ha javab bede. man ke hamishe khoshhal misham vaghti mibinam doostan be weblog sar zadan va nazar dadan:)

javabe soal haye man hast:

1) If you were to name the absolute best gift you ever received as a child, what would it be? Kado hayi ke mogheye xmas zire derakht mizashtan baram. bahal tarineshoon lego bood o ye adam ahani ke too bachegi o doreye jango ina kheili baram khoda boodan:D

2) What is the meaning of marriage? In soalo vaghti didam vaghean hal kardam ke bezaram va bebinam nazare bache ha makhsoosan oonayi ke in tasmim ro dar zendegishoon gereftan chi hast. Ellatesh ine ke man kheili mavaghe be in ghazie fekr mikonam va vaghean hanooz masaleye ezdevaj baram ghabele fahm nist! shayad yki az dalayelesh in bashe ke man hich vaght roo ghazieye dashtane ertebat ba ye dokhtar vaght nazashtam va dar dorane mokhtalef be nazaram karaye behtari bood ke mishod ba vaghtam kard ta in, va leza shayad oon didi ro ke mishod ba anjame inkar be dast avord nayavordam hanooz!

3) What would you like to be famous for? In dige baraye man kheili tabloe: Rock star!!!! ba hameye kesafat kariash!!! be nazare man hich chizi ba lezzat tar az in nist ke beri roye ye stage ke jelot 200000 adam jam shodan ta toro bebinan va vaghti ahang hato barashoon mizani hamashoon yek seda dad bezanan va bekhoonanesh! ! Ishallah zendegie baadi:D

4) If you had to name the one thing that most frightens you about growing old, what would it be? Inke akhare omri, tanha basham va hamchenin niazmand be komake baghie besham baraye anjame karaye roozmarre mesle dastshooyi raftan va...!

zendegi!

Ye moddati hast dargire 1000 ta kaare alaki boodamo hosele nadashtam chizi benevisam. haghighatam ine ke har az chand gahi ba in harekat e weblog nevisi hal nemikonam va ye dafe tatil mikonam!!! begzarim ke hala hamchin pokhi ham nist in weblog ama be har hal baz sargarmie khoobie baraye gozaroondane vaght.

Aval az hame ke ghazal azam porsid ke ahangaro koja mitoone gir biare. man gozashtam inja va inja ke age khast DL kone. Sanian porsid ke man chejoori in chizaro yaad gereftam? dar javab bayad begam ke bavar kon, be nafete nadooni!!! inghadr khore bazio in chiza mikhad ke nagoo!!! jalebe inja ke oomadam fekr mikardam dige nabayad inghadr dahane khodamo saaf konam ta masalan ye groupe khoob peida konamo ina. inja ke oomadam vaz bad tar shod!!!! baz iran be lotfe mahvare o ina adam ye 6,7 ta channele show dare ke mibine. invar k rasman channel haye showesh filmo sherro ver neshoon midan va faghat shab ha 1 be baad show mizaran. baadesham show hashoon hame hip hop va rap hasto dige kheili khalaf bazi dar biaran mishe punk rock! yani kollan bikhial!

Begzarim. Man az Metallica kollan khosham nemiad. goo inke chandin ahange ghashang dare va khob az lahaze technici ham kheili kareshoon doroste, ama man kollan ba sabke heavy metale khales ziad hal nemikonam. Dalilesham in hast ke goo inke baghie bar in bavar hastan ke in sabk faghat saro sedasto aslan nemishe goosh kard, ama bar aks ettefaghan vaghti adam az oon filter e avalie rad miseh va be sedaye khashene guitar adat mikone, taaze shoroo mikone rithm haro shenidan va music ro fahmidan. Albate be doostan hagh midam ke faryad haye nahanjari ke khanade ha mamoolan dar in sabk mizanan kheili bi dalil hasto ahango kharab mikone, ama khob bayad begam ke ahangayi ro ham shenidam ke age joz faryad be modele dige khoonde she ye joorayi bi manie!! be har hal, vzghti in filter ro rad mikonio taaze mishini be ahang goosh dadan, mibini ke kheili az group haye heavy metal rithm haye besiar sadeyi daran va kollan ahangashoon tarkibi az 3 ya 4 rithm hast ke vasatesh ye guitare solo ham zade mishe. Albate hamashoon az in ghaede tabaiat nemikonano anva o aghsam dare. ama dar kol hamine. Yekishoon ke kamelan in ghazie ro reayat mikard, metallica bood. Man tahala nashode btoonam beshinam va yek albume in group ro kamel goosh bedam. Na inke sardardo ina begiram, aslan, balke baad az gozashte hodoode 1 minute az ahang dige hoselam sar mire va bikhial misham. migam baz ahang haye estesna dare va dar kol ghabool daram groupe khoobie. Be shakhse dar sabke heavy metal ba group e Megadeth kheili hal mikonam va oonam faghat be dalile tasallote bad form e khanande va guitariste aslie group be guitar yani Dave Mustain hast! In adam be ghole maroof joonevarie va kollan dar bazi ahangash inghadr sorate guitar zadanesh bala mire va karayi ke mizane sakht hast ke adam aslan nemifahme chi dare migzare!!!!

Kholase, parishaba dashtam album haye ghadimim ro migashtam didam albume St. Anger e metallica hast. In album akharin albume Metallica bood ke 4, 5 saale pish dadan biroon. Oon moghe yadame ke taghriban hich kas az doostaye man ke eshghe metallica hastan ba in album hal nakardan. Albate bayad ezafe konam ke metallica az 10 sal pish be invar did ozaye heavy metal dare kharab mishe zad too khate Alternative. bazia eddea mikonan ke dar sabke alternative ham terekoonde va karash khodast, ama khob masalan man in ghaziaro aslan ghabool nadaram va be nazare man mamoolie kareshoon. be har hal, man albume akhar ro 2,3 ta ahangesho clip hasho didam va aslan haal nakardam. be nazare man khanade ye joorayi say dare ye tarkibi az heavy o rap raah bendaze ke mishe ye chizayi shabihe rage against teh machin ke man rasman mottenaferam! kholase goftim bezar hala zoorakiam shode goosh midam. khob modele kar mesle hamishe hast yani baad az yeki 2 minute, adam khaste mishe. ama nokteye jalebesh injast ke avalan drummer dare b tarze badi khodesho mikoshe va vaghean rithm haye khodayi mizane ke har 20, 30 sanie avaz mishan! baad az oonam tarkibe hamahange 2 guitar va rithm haye sari ke ye dafe oon vasata mizanan kheili jaleb hast. albate hameye ina ta mogheyi hast ke james headfield havase khoondan nakone!!!! be har hal yeki az ahangashoono inja gozashtam ke hal kardam ta baad.

Rage be soal ham ke oon dafe gozashtam, in javabye man hast:

1) If you could change one day in your life, not a single decision, but one pivotal day, which would it be?

ye lahazati az zendegie man hast ke har vaght rage beheshoon fekr mikonam aslan nemitoonam khodamo bebakhsham va fekr mikonam har che ham bekhatere in lahazat saram biad haghame. hala ye serishoono mishe goft ye serio nemishe. ama yekish ke yadam miad ine ke ye rooz zire pole sed khandan ba doostam dashtam mioomadam, ye khanumio didam kenare yeki az sotoon haye pol nesheste va kheili lebasesh kasif inast. baad man mesle hamishe ke gand mizanam dar fekr kardan, khial kardam in khanum gedast. on vaght bazi rooza man baraye khodam hamin joori khoshhalam va hal mikonam ke baghie ham khoshhal bashan, baraye hamin hamin joori raftam jelo va b khanume khastam pool bedam. baad khanume ye negahi be man kardo porsid in chie? kholase ma oon lahze fahmidim ke kamelan eshtebah fahmidim va ishoon geda nistan. kholase ye sharmandegie gandi behem dast dado hanoozam ke hanooze ke fekresho mikonam az khodam khejalat mikesham, ta in had ke age oon rooz ro mishod hazf kard az zendegim ba kamale meil hazf mikardam!!!! !

2) If you could ask God any single question, what would it be?

In soalo age bach eha yadeshoon bashe y ebar dige ham azashoon porsidam. oon moghe khodam yadam nemiad chi javab dadam, ama ye soali ke hamishe baram pish miad ine ke khoda hala ghabool ke adamo afaridio gharar shod adam biad inja ke befahme hadaf chie o in chiza, vali akhe chera dige inghadr adam??? yani vaghean lazeme in hame moddat va in hame adam?? in yekio man aslan nemifahmam!

3) Which month of the year do you think would best describe your personality? Which month is your favorite month?

baghie ke migan typic day mahi hastamo raftar mikonam. ghablan ham ba in ghazie kheili hal mikardam. albate hanoozam hal mikonam dar bazi mavaghe. ama sare ye seri masael tarjih midam bishtar ehsasat neshoon bedam ke khob kamelan barkhalafe akhlaghe ye dey maahi hast!! hala nemidoonam kodoom maah hast ke injoorie vali khob in kheslat ro har chi migzare bishtar va bishtar doost daram!

az maahie ke khosham miad, shahrivar, esfand va azar hastan, yani mah haye akhare har fasl bejoz bahar yani az khordad rasman halam be ham mikhore. shahrivar ro doost daram choon hava fogholadast dar oon doran va hamoon baade payizi ba aftabe tabestooni kheili bahal adamo navazesh midan. az esfand khosham miad choon akhare saal hast va goo inke ba in kesafat kari haye dolat mellat ziad bahooneyi baraye shadi nadaran, ama baz har ja miri hamin takapooy mellat baraye shabe eido 4shanbe soorio ina ye ehsase khoobi behem mide ke hame khoshhalan! az azar khosham miad ke khob baz bayangare no shodane saal hast be miladi va khob khooneye ma hamishe xmas yaad avare dorane khoobie.

4) Your partner, a roommate, or a good friend keeps a private journal or a diary that is easily accessible. Under what circumstances might you read it without permission?

inke taraf dar daftarchash chi neveshte bashe baram mohem nist, hatta age mikhad rag ebe man bashe, choon ghatan chert neveshte!!! ama man az in babat hal mikonam daftarcheye yekio bekhoonam ke kollan doost daram ba khoondane afkare taraf bebinam cheghadr rage be taraf dorost ya ghalat fekr mikardam! yani yeki az sargarmi ham ine ke ba yeki asna sham va shoroo konam too zehnam taraf ro tajzie tahlil kardan. bazi mavaghe ke kamelan rag ebe yeki dorost be hadaf mizanam va in behem sabet mishe kheili hal mikonam! eshtiagh be khoondane daftarcheye taraf az in babat baram hayajan angize vali khob age taraf vaghean hal nemikon bekhoonam, khob ziad masaleye mohemmi nist va man inkaro nemikonam!

soal haye serie jadid in hast:

1) If you were to name the absolute best gift you ever received as a child, what would it be?

2) What is the meaning of marriage?

3) What would you like to be famous for?

4) If you had to name the one thing that most frightens you about growing old, what would it be?

javabe soal haye 1 va harfaye doostan!!!!

Man dige didam age bekham javabe soala va hamchenin chand ta chiz ke doostan porsidan ro dar comment bedam, khodam ziad hal nemikonam, leza inja inkaro mikonam.

• aval az hame javabe soal haye 1:

1) Pesare Shoja, Miti Koman, va Chaagho Laaghar!!!! ye khorde ham ke bozorgtar shodam mosabegheye hafte ba manoochehr Nozari toosh!! Baad ham seriale Hamsaran va Lian champoo. Har cheghadr fekr mikonam ke avalin showi ke didam chi boode yadam nemiad. Ye cartooni ham bood ke Iran pakhsh nakard ama ma roo video dashtim cartoone adam barfi bood va az aval ta akharesh faghat music bood o rage be ye bache o ye adam barfi bood ke dar toole ye rooz ijad mishe va fardash adam barfie abb mishe o mimire!!!

2) kollan ba khabidan roo kanape haal mikonam. Che kanapeye khoonamoon ke zohr haye 5shanbe beine mano mamanam hamishe saresh dava mishe. ama behtarin jayi ke vaghean haal dad khabidam, kanapeye vilaye majid ina dar shomal bood vaghti ke avale dabirestan boodam. ye rooz zohr az darya oomade boodim khaste o koofte baad doosh gereftim, manam hamin joori raftam roo kanape deraz keshidam. oon moghe ham baraye avalin bar navare oasis dastam reside bood. dashtam roo kanape oasis goosh midadam. ye zamani oon vasata ke velo shode boodam va ahang goosh midadam, khabam bord!!! hanooz baraye khodam jalebe ke chejoori sarosedaye oasis mesle lalayi mano khaboond! az oon moghe tahala faghat 2 dafe dige injoori khabam borde va har dafe ke bidar misham va mibinam ahang hanooz dare pakhsh mishe bad ba khodam hal mikonam!!!

Ajib tarin jaa ham ke fek konam hame midoonin, roo zamine danshkadeye fanni yeki az shabaye conference!! !

3) khoshgele hessi darim yani ooni ke faghat baraye khodemoon zibast ke khob mamanam!!! (sharmande hanooz ashegh nashodim:D:D) khoshgele meyari darim yani doost darim ba yeki doost shim ke in shekli bashe oon mishe kate beckinsale!!

4) age vaghean ashegh basham ke are!!! vali hamoon tor ke shaere aziz David Gray mige: Honey now if I'm honest, I still don't know what love is!!!!!

• baro bach rage be hazrat harf zadan yani Kurt Cobain va ghazal ham goft ke aslan nemidoone taraf ki hast vajeb shod ye mokhtasari azash begam. Kurt Cobain khanandeye group e Nirvana hast. Nirvana groupi hast ke dar saal 1990 hodoodan maroof shod va ye sabke jadidi ro dar Rock 'n Roll be name Alternative be hamrahe group hayi mesle soundgarden va Alice in Chains marrof kard. Naghshe group haye dige dar inke in sabk maroof beshe jaye khodesh, ama dar vaghe ba Nirvana bood ke in sabk shohrat peida kard. Jodaye az tasire group dar Rock 'n Roll, jariane khode group va onsore aslish yani Kurt Cobain yek chize digast va faghat ba donbale kardane zendegie in shakhs adam kolli ghazieye music e rock ro mifahme. Kurt 10 salegi az khoone farar mikone oonam be khatere inke pedare arteshie fogholadde sakht giri dashte k mikhast hatman pesaresh bere be artesh, vali Kurt bishtar be music alaghemand bood. az hamoon 10 salegi, zendegie Kurt amikhte hast ba mavadde mokhadder be torike age dorost yadam bashe dar hamoon senn be heroein motad mishe. Khode kurt hich vaght be donbale maroof shodan nabood va bishtar doost dasht music benavaze va live ejra kone ta chize dige. Ama asare music e Kurt Cobain dar albume Nevermind dar haddi bood ke ye shabe ahange "smells like teen spirit" Nirvana ro hame ja matrah kard. Man bishtar rage be zendegish nemigam, khoda ro shokr dar doreye khatami dar iran 1000 ta khore tar az man 100 model kettab rage be Kurt Cobain va zendegish montasher kardan ke fekr mikonam hanooz beshe peidashoon kard. hamin bas ke dar saale 94 Kurt Cobain belakhare khod koshi mikone va baraye hamishe dar tarikhe rock esmesh mimoone. Man aksare sher haye Kurt ro nemifahmam! be nazare man sher haye kurt 2 model hastan; ye serishoon rage be zendegie vaghei va chiz hayi ke Kurt rage be zendegie vagheyi minevis ehastan; ahang hayi mesle "Polly" ke rage be ye hadeseye vagheyi dar US hast va dar rabete ba jariane tajavoz be ye dokhtari baad az ye concerte punk hast, ya "something in the way" ke rage be khode Kurt hast dar dorane javanish ke az khoone farar karde va shab haye ziadi ro zire pol haye khiaboon ha mikhabide. ziba tarin ahang hash be nazare man "smells like .." va "lithium" hastan. ye jomle hayi mesle "I'm worse at what I do best and for this gift I feel blessed" va ya"our little group has always been and always will until the end" va "I'm so happy cause today I found my friends they're in my head" va ... ye jomle hayi hastan ke man az Nirvana hamishe be yaad khaham dasht. Doreye javoonie man dar dabirestan taghriban ba Nirvana gereh khorde. yadam miad avalin bar ke ye navare nirvana be dastam resid, az tarighe yeki az doostam bood be name hamed ke oonam az doostesh "Nilvan" va gerefte bood. Jaleb inja bood ke "nilvan" vaghti in navar dastesh boode komite miofte donbalesh va nilvan majbor mishe in navar ro part kone dar joob, be torike navar kamelan khis mishe. mogheyi ke in navar be daste man mirese keifiati azash namoonde kholase. vali hamoon keifiate bad va cheghadr ke man goosh dadam. yaadam miad baad az yeki 2 sal belakhare Cd e in album be dastam mirese ke az in Cd haye taghalobie copy shode dar pakestano ina bood va vaghti pazehs mikardi, rooye cd be jaye "nevermind" zade "neverming"!!! ke man hanooz in cd ro dar iran daram! Moteassefane man inghadr rage be in group invar oonvar harf zadam ke hameye doro variam asheghe nirvana shodan va mamoolan in ettefagh ke miofte, bekhatere harf ha va nazarate mardom ke aghlab mozakhraf va nadorost hast, alagheye man nesbat be ye chiz kam mishe. in dar morede nirvana ham ettefagh oftad va ba inke man hanoozam ke hanooze az nirvana be onvane behtarin va morede alaghe tarin groupe zendegim yaad mikonam, ama mizane goosh dadane man be in group kam taro kam tar mishe. vali be har hal, jaye hazrat hamchenan oon bala hast, har ki har chi mikhad rage be sedaye Kurt shakhsiate motade kasifesh va .. bege, ama Kurt yani namade vagheyi ye adam e sade va honarmand hast ke ba asaratesh donayaye rock 'n roll ro motehavvel kard. Ghazal porsid in ahnagi ke man dar weblog gozashtam chie, in ahang dar vaghe hamoon ahange "smells like teen spirit" e Nirvana hast ke tavassote Tori Amos dobare be sabke khodesh ejra shode. man be moddate mahdoodi ahange asli va ahange Tori Amos ro poshte sare ham mizaram ke zibayi e in ahang dar har 2 modelesh shenide beshe. Man ejraye Tori Amos ro be in dalil doost daram ke bishtar mano yaade khode Kurt mindaze ta hayajan va energy e ahange asli. dar ahange asli tavajjoh konin ke Kurt 2 bar rooye ahang khoonde va in baes mishe sedash 10 barabar ghavi tar ehsas beshe.
• Dar morede esme weblog azam porsidan, khob man avalin ID ke dar intenet gereftam rz_live hast. Live ham manie zende boodan va energy ro mide, vali dalile aslie entekhabesh be khatere yeki az group ham hast ke esmeshoon "Live" hast! Webloge ghablim esmesh bood "Live Decoder". Decoder dar bargh ye joorayi yani motarjeme codi ke az shabake mirese!!! Live Decoder ye joorayi yani in ramin zahedi chi mige!!! baad oon weblog ro bastam, az in ideye motarjem ina khosham oomad leza donbale ye loghati too hamoon maye ha boodam ke "Reformer" ro peida kardam ke be manaye eslah dahande hast. va az oonjayi ke adam ta khol nabashe tarafe eslahato ina nemire, pas pas esmamo gozashtam "Psycho" ke yani divoone!! pas misham "Psycho Reformer"!!! in halat:D:D:D:D
• Dige hamin dige. az oonjayi ke oonvar soal haye jadido baraye doostan gozashtam invar ham baratoon mizaram:

1) If you could change one day in your life, not a single decision, but one pivotal day, which would it be?

2) If you could ask God any single question, what would it be?

3) Which month of the year do you think would best describe your personality? Which month is your favorite month?

4) Your partner, a roommate, or a good friend keeps a private journal or a diary that is easily accessible. Under what circumstances might you read it without permission?