Dige mishe goft rooz haye akhari hast ke inja hastam. 3 saalo 10 mah toole moddate zendegim too in kharab shode bood. yadam miad ye moghe Iran ke boodam va dar oon dore ke ba bache haye daneshgah va conference hey tour miraftim ye bar raftim ye jayi be name Dashte havij ke hich rabti be havij nadasht! man faghat az onja yadame ke coldplay albume dovomesho dade bood va man dashtam halesho mibordam. baad, shoroo kardim az in bazi haye soalo javab ke hala yadam nist che joori pish miraft va man yeki az chiz hayi ke goftam arezoosho daram ine ke beram yejayi be door az adamaa, ye jaye sabzo aroom ke adam betoone relax beshe.
hala vaghean nemidoonam khoda mano doost dashte ke khaste behem hal bede ya inke faghat mikhast ebehem neshoon bede cheghadr dar eshtebah boodam. in 4 saal kholase man dar hamchin jayi zendegi kardam. baraye ooonayi ke hanooz too shahre bozorge doodie khodemoon mipelekan age alan ino begam migan khaak too saret! az oonja be in khoobi injoori bad migi va mikhay biay in kharab shode o ina! leza ziad az inja bad nemigam, choon be har hal alan ke negah mikonam hamash ham bad naboode. dar vaghe alan ke daram az inja miam va bargashtam be inja kamelan random hast, ye joorayi az raftan az inja delam gerefte! fek konam khosoosiate adami bashe ke har ja ke ziad mimoone inghadr behesh adam mikone ke baadan del kandan azash sakht mishe!:) yadame oon aval ke oomadam inghadr tars va ezterab jaye jadid raftan mano gerefte bood ke dashtam mimordam. Taghriban 6 maah eavaliam ke inja boodam in hess hich vaght betar nashod va man harooz too fekram bood ke pasham bargardam iran.
Alan baad az 4 saal ke daram az inja miam biroon dobare ye hamchin hessi behemk dast dade. joda az didane mamano baba va khahar ke vaghean kheili delam barashoon tang shode va taghriban in rooza ta fekreshoono mikonam aslan in ye hafte ham baram ziad mishe, midoonam too Iran ziad chizi baghi namoonde ke mesle ghabl moonde bashe va hame chi va hame kas avaz shode. baraye hamin dobare in hesse ajib gharib dare bheem hojoom miare.
Be har al zendegi hamine o chareyi nist.. shayad vaghean yeki az dalayeli ke mano eddan be fekr andaskht ke hatman bargardam iran va goore pedare inke momkene dige inja raam nadaan ya gheire khaabi bood ke chand vaght pish didam va kolli ba tars paridam. tooye khaab daram dar ye jayi az ye kooh sakhr navardi mikonam ke paam liz mikhore va part misham. az in khab ha kheili soragh e adam miad va fek mikonam hame ta be hal in hesse part shodan dar khab beheshoon dast dade ke kheili delhore miare. be har hal oon lahze ke az kjhab paridam inghadr room asar gozasht ke taghriban ta 2 rooz az fekresh biroon nayoomadam va hamash be in fekr mikardam ke nakone yeho ye chizi beshe va man natoonam khoonevadamo dobare bebinam! hala in khab ye neshane ya har chi bood mano mosammam kard ke pasham beram Iran.
Kholase ke vadeye ma Ebne Yamin, baraye shir cacao o chipse panir;)
Friday, May 30, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Toofan
Rooze avali ke inja oomadam, doostam dasht too machin ebaram tozih midad ke too US yeki az chizayi ke kheili ettefagh miofte gerdbado ina hast ke khone haro ham hata bolan dmikone va part mikone invar oonvar. Khoshbakhtane, man too omram hamchin chizio nadidam va hamishe ham doa mikonam ham ke hich vaght nabinam.
Ama khob belakhare 10 rooz ghabl az kharej shodanam az inja, emrooz sobh havaye Colorado tasmim gereft ke ye doone az in divoone bazia ro anjam bede. Hava taghriban az avayele sobh shoro kard avaz shodan va ta alan ke saat 5 e asr hast, 8 ta tornado dar atrafe ma ettefagh oftade!!! yekishoon ke kheili nazdik ma bood (hodoode 15 kilometri) be ye shahri be name Windsor hamle karde va zade daghooneshoon karde. ye aks az in tornado inja gozashtam ek azematesho bebinin:
Size in tornado dar hadde ye stadiume football bood va sorate gardeshesh 135 mile/hour takhmin zade shod. dar heine Tornado, tagarg shoroo ba baresh karde ke size e har kodoomeshoon andazeye ye toope baseball hast. ye machini ro neshoon midad ke taghriban tamame badanesh be khatere zarabate mohakem baseball ha foroo rafte bood! ye khaniumo tooye tv mosahebe kardan bahash va migoft ke vaghti dasht ettefagh mioftad tasmim gereft be sherkate shoharesh bere ama vaghti oonja resid kolle sakhtemoon parvaz karde bood va rafte bood.
Albate khoda ro shokr dar jariane in toofan kollan faghat 1 nafar koshte shode ama khob ye shahr nesbatan kharab shode! Adam ta in chiza ziad nazdikesh ettefagh nayofte va azemate ghaziaro nabine ehsase tars nemikone! albate man hanoozam dorost ghaziaro dark nakardam choon man hamash inja nesheste boodam va dashtam dar khoone vel migashtam, ama alan ye 2 saati hast ke neshestam jeloye tv va daram akhbar ro donbal mikonam.
Ama khob belakhare 10 rooz ghabl az kharej shodanam az inja, emrooz sobh havaye Colorado tasmim gereft ke ye doone az in divoone bazia ro anjam bede. Hava taghriban az avayele sobh shoro kard avaz shodan va ta alan ke saat 5 e asr hast, 8 ta tornado dar atrafe ma ettefagh oftade!!! yekishoon ke kheili nazdik ma bood (hodoode 15 kilometri) be ye shahri be name Windsor hamle karde va zade daghooneshoon karde. ye aks az in tornado inja gozashtam ek azematesho bebinin:
Size in tornado dar hadde ye stadiume football bood va sorate gardeshesh 135 mile/hour takhmin zade shod. dar heine Tornado, tagarg shoroo ba baresh karde ke size e har kodoomeshoon andazeye ye toope baseball hast. ye machini ro neshoon midad ke taghriban tamame badanesh be khatere zarabate mohakem baseball ha foroo rafte bood! ye khaniumo tooye tv mosahebe kardan bahash va migoft ke vaghti dasht ettefagh mioftad tasmim gereft be sherkate shoharesh bere ama vaghti oonja resid kolle sakhtemoon parvaz karde bood va rafte bood.
Albate khoda ro shokr dar jariane in toofan kollan faghat 1 nafar koshte shode ama khob ye shahr nesbatan kharab shode! Adam ta in chiza ziad nazdikesh ettefagh nayofte va azemate ghaziaro nabine ehsase tars nemikone! albate man hanoozam dorost ghaziaro dark nakardam choon man hamash inja nesheste boodam va dashtam dar khoone vel migashtam, ama alan ye 2 saati hast ke neshestam jeloye tv va daram akhbar ro donbal mikonam.
Monday, May 19, 2008
Zendegie ma shode ye habbe ghand, ye varesh be gooz bando oonvaresh be ye chos peivand! 28 salemoone na gohi shodim hanoozo na khabemoon doroste! 3 saalo 10 maah shaba zoor mizadim bekapim az fekre 1000 ta chize maskhare khabemoon nemibord! ye shabesh az tarse darso proje, ye shabesh az tarse ostad, ye shabesh az bi kasi, ye shabesh az bi barnamegi, ye shabesh az nadoonestane inke farda chi mishe, va va va.... hala ke belakhare ye tasmimi gereftim ke ye kario anjam bedim va kamelan ham behesh motmaen hastim, baz khabemoon nemibare!! in dafe bekhatere hayajane labod!!! ama nokte ine be har hal khabemoon nemibare va rooza dahanemoon service shode!
Aman az in hesse alaghe be pishrafto in sherro verra!!! alanam az farte bikhabi pashodim darim vel micharkhim balke khabemoon begire. Blog haye doostan ro mikhoonam oona ham ke in rooza gooya bi hal tar az man hastano hesse update ina nadaran! in sen ke mire bala faghat ashoob miare! dige vaghtiam ke mikhabim sherro ver mibinim. parirooza dar khaabe naaz boodim va dar khaab didim ke darim az ye jayi mesle ghaaro ina rad mishim va ziremoon ham ye partgahe. Ta man miam az ye labe rad sham kolle kooh mirize payin! halate addi ke adam ino dar cinema mibine migi boro baba ama vaghti dar khab injoori mishi khodayish delet horri mirize payin. hichi! az khab paridim!
Gooya asayesh dige nazde ma jayi nadare!!!
Aman az in hesse alaghe be pishrafto in sherro verra!!! alanam az farte bikhabi pashodim darim vel micharkhim balke khabemoon begire. Blog haye doostan ro mikhoonam oona ham ke in rooza gooya bi hal tar az man hastano hesse update ina nadaran! in sen ke mire bala faghat ashoob miare! dige vaghtiam ke mikhabim sherro ver mibinim. parirooza dar khaabe naaz boodim va dar khaab didim ke darim az ye jayi mesle ghaaro ina rad mishim va ziremoon ham ye partgahe. Ta man miam az ye labe rad sham kolle kooh mirize payin! halate addi ke adam ino dar cinema mibine migi boro baba ama vaghti dar khab injoori mishi khodayish delet horri mirize payin. hichi! az khab paridim!
Gooya asayesh dige nazde ma jayi nadare!!!
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
47 min...
47 min dige moonde ta masir maloom she, too in moddat mishe chat kard, mishe navar goosh dad, mishe kapid, ya mishe be sedaye rizesh abb az saghf be khatere baroon goosh dad...be shakhse ke daram az khab mimiram. in 2 hafte shaba adatam shode 11 beram bekhabam ama ta 2,3 khabam nabare, baad sobham 9 pasham. baad hameye bikhabi ha jam mishe ye dafe ye shab mesle emshab daghoone daghoon misham. ghiafam alan mesle oon mard chaaghe shode poshte computer ke ba rishe nazade o ye aragh gir va cigar bedastesh shikamo dade hava va dare say mikone mokhe ye dokhtare 30 saal koochiktar az khodesho bezane. farghesh fagaht injas ke shikam har chi zoor mizanam dar nemiaram, cigar ke bade, va kesiam nist ke mokhesh zade she..az in hame yaare interneti ke dashtim va ye zamani behemoon majal nemidadan az jamoon boland shim faghat ye khatere moonde. Tanha yaare internetie man in rooza bazie takhteye microsfot hast. oonam taaze maskharast choon taaseh random nist va joori miad ke hamishe ta khali midi taraf bezane!
alan shod 42 min... 42 min dige bayad ba yeki harf bezanam ke asalan barahs mohem nist man ki hastam, faghat midoone ke bayad esm begire o moshakhassat va soal haye ye ahmagho javab bede. Otagham ham ke vaghti negah mikonam halam be ham mikhore. 3 rooz pish tasmim gereftam ketab khoonamo jabeja konam va posht va kenare hasho ke saal hast tamiz nakardam tamiz konam. ama che eshtebahi!! ye taare ankaboot poshtesh bood ke hodoode 100 ta pashe o moorche toosh morde boodan. vaghti oomadam motelashish konam manam nazdik monhadem sham inghad ke gardo khak boland shod! bikhod nist inja mellat 6 mah ye bar khoonasho avaz mikonan, choon mitarsan oon hame taar o kesafato y ja bebinan va yaadeshoon biofte ke khodeshoonam injoori daran daghoon mishan.
38 min... in baroon vel nemikone. bazi vaghta mishinam fek mikonam chera adama inghadr az baroon khosheshoon miad. taghriban hamishe ye dalil boode. baroon onaro yaade khaterateshoon mindaze. fek konam choon baroon hamishe ham sedash ham boosh ye joore adam ha rahat tar bahash ertebat bargharar mikonan. yadam miad ba babam ke miraftim isfahan, ghabl az inke hatta khahar hasho bebine, ya khodesh tanhayi ya ba yeki mesle man pa mishod miraft labe abb mishest, va taaze ehsas mikard ke reside khoone. sedaye abe zayande rood dame 33 pol tarif e bachegish, javoonish, va ehemalan hameye khaterati hast ke ba maman babaye khoda biamorzesh dashte.
35min...inja tafrihemoon shode kharid. saat 7 e asr raftim biroon ke berim oon supermarket ke 4shanbe ha haraje mive dare. saat 10:30 e shab az kharid bargashtim! taaze fagaht 2 ta supermarket raftim. khande darish ham in hast ke hich kodoom bishtar az 3,4 ta chiz az har kodoome maghaze ha nakharidim. fek konam ellate inke left midim in bashe ke doost darim ba ham sohbat konim. baad az oon har kodoom mirim aloonake khodemoon va ye gooshe mishinim ta balke khabemoon begire.
32 min ... in orkut ham tekrari shode va ham loos. ghablan miraftim profile mellat 4 ta aks mididm. alan ham mellat shodan zoj va hal nemide ham ye seri aksashoono ghofl mikonan! yeki nist bege akhe mage maraz darin? vase chi aslan aksaro mizarin oonja age mikhayn ghofleshoon konin? ehtiaj ast ehtiaj ast ehtiaj agha!!!.... parirooza ba yeki az doostam bahsam shod sare inke hichi baraye goftan nadaram! engar daste mane. vaghti majbooram faghat beshinam too otagham va internet donbale kaar begardam dige nemitoonam zendegie mohayyeji dashte basham mitoonam?? gir midin be adam ha baba !!
29 min... too mioone in at ashghal hayi k dar ketab khoone rikhtam biroon ye chize jaleb peida kardam. oonam matne nameyi bood ke chand saal pish maah be maah baraey mamano doostan mineveshtam. neshestam be khoondam. ajab nameye jalebi bood baraye kesi ke nevisandash bood. az ye taraf midoonestam nevisandash vaghean haalo rooze khoshi nadashte dar oon doran, va az tarafe dige ham cheghadr say mikarde ba neveshtane in chiza dar name va neshoon dade eshtiaghe alaki say kone ke kasi booyi az chizi nabare. ajab dorooghe bozorgi. hamishe majboor boodam ba inke nemikhastam ye khorde tazahor neshoon bedam. tazahor be doost dashtane chizayi ke aslan khosham nemioomad, tazahor be boodane chizi ke naboodam. hamash ham taghsire khodam nabood. feshare jav, madrese va ... baes mishe adam injoori beshe. vaghti chizi ro ke dorost dark nakardi majboori neshoon beddi ke mifahmi hamin mishe...
24 min... cheghadr khoob migzare. fek nemikardam ke betoonam inghadr benevisam va baadehs ham inghadr vaght zood begzare. in mangie ghable khab khoob adamo be haajo vaaj gooyi va midare. eival tel zang zad..ma berim..
alan shod 42 min... 42 min dige bayad ba yeki harf bezanam ke asalan barahs mohem nist man ki hastam, faghat midoone ke bayad esm begire o moshakhassat va soal haye ye ahmagho javab bede. Otagham ham ke vaghti negah mikonam halam be ham mikhore. 3 rooz pish tasmim gereftam ketab khoonamo jabeja konam va posht va kenare hasho ke saal hast tamiz nakardam tamiz konam. ama che eshtebahi!! ye taare ankaboot poshtesh bood ke hodoode 100 ta pashe o moorche toosh morde boodan. vaghti oomadam motelashish konam manam nazdik monhadem sham inghad ke gardo khak boland shod! bikhod nist inja mellat 6 mah ye bar khoonasho avaz mikonan, choon mitarsan oon hame taar o kesafato y ja bebinan va yaadeshoon biofte ke khodeshoonam injoori daran daghoon mishan.
38 min... in baroon vel nemikone. bazi vaghta mishinam fek mikonam chera adama inghadr az baroon khosheshoon miad. taghriban hamishe ye dalil boode. baroon onaro yaade khaterateshoon mindaze. fek konam choon baroon hamishe ham sedash ham boosh ye joore adam ha rahat tar bahash ertebat bargharar mikonan. yadam miad ba babam ke miraftim isfahan, ghabl az inke hatta khahar hasho bebine, ya khodesh tanhayi ya ba yeki mesle man pa mishod miraft labe abb mishest, va taaze ehsas mikard ke reside khoone. sedaye abe zayande rood dame 33 pol tarif e bachegish, javoonish, va ehemalan hameye khaterati hast ke ba maman babaye khoda biamorzesh dashte.
35min...inja tafrihemoon shode kharid. saat 7 e asr raftim biroon ke berim oon supermarket ke 4shanbe ha haraje mive dare. saat 10:30 e shab az kharid bargashtim! taaze fagaht 2 ta supermarket raftim. khande darish ham in hast ke hich kodoom bishtar az 3,4 ta chiz az har kodoome maghaze ha nakharidim. fek konam ellate inke left midim in bashe ke doost darim ba ham sohbat konim. baad az oon har kodoom mirim aloonake khodemoon va ye gooshe mishinim ta balke khabemoon begire.
32 min ... in orkut ham tekrari shode va ham loos. ghablan miraftim profile mellat 4 ta aks mididm. alan ham mellat shodan zoj va hal nemide ham ye seri aksashoono ghofl mikonan! yeki nist bege akhe mage maraz darin? vase chi aslan aksaro mizarin oonja age mikhayn ghofleshoon konin? ehtiaj ast ehtiaj ast ehtiaj agha!!!.... parirooza ba yeki az doostam bahsam shod sare inke hichi baraye goftan nadaram! engar daste mane. vaghti majbooram faghat beshinam too otagham va internet donbale kaar begardam dige nemitoonam zendegie mohayyeji dashte basham mitoonam?? gir midin be adam ha baba !!
29 min... too mioone in at ashghal hayi k dar ketab khoone rikhtam biroon ye chize jaleb peida kardam. oonam matne nameyi bood ke chand saal pish maah be maah baraey mamano doostan mineveshtam. neshestam be khoondam. ajab nameye jalebi bood baraye kesi ke nevisandash bood. az ye taraf midoonestam nevisandash vaghean haalo rooze khoshi nadashte dar oon doran, va az tarafe dige ham cheghadr say mikarde ba neveshtane in chiza dar name va neshoon dade eshtiaghe alaki say kone ke kasi booyi az chizi nabare. ajab dorooghe bozorgi. hamishe majboor boodam ba inke nemikhastam ye khorde tazahor neshoon bedam. tazahor be doost dashtane chizayi ke aslan khosham nemioomad, tazahor be boodane chizi ke naboodam. hamash ham taghsire khodam nabood. feshare jav, madrese va ... baes mishe adam injoori beshe. vaghti chizi ro ke dorost dark nakardi majboori neshoon beddi ke mifahmi hamin mishe...
24 min... cheghadr khoob migzare. fek nemikardam ke betoonam inghadr benevisam va baadehs ham inghadr vaght zood begzare. in mangie ghable khab khoob adamo be haajo vaaj gooyi va midare. eival tel zang zad..ma berim..
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