Che ajab baba!!! koja boodi to???

Khob belakhare ye forsate nim saateyi shod ke man biam inja va ye chizi baad az maaah ha benevisam. Ye mogheyi adam az bi kesi minale va daem rage be in masale minevise. Alan vaghean ehsas mikonam na shokri hast age begam ke inja tanha hastam va behem bad migzare. 2,3 maah pish va dar hamin chand neveshteye pish bood ke az doostam dar iran komak mikhastam ke ye khorde havaye mano dashte bashan be havaye inke dep zade boodamo halam bad bood. Alan be zanam be takhte inghadr halam khoob shode va doro varam adam hast ke begam zendegim khoobe:)

4,5 hafteyi hast ke mesle adam haye normal zendegi mikonam. shayad hatta bishtar az oona daram khosh migzaroonam. Adam haye normal zendegishoon ham gham dare ham shadi, male man hamash khoshi boode. Az concerte Oasis raftanam mitoonam begam ke arezooye ye omr mitoone bashe va baraye kheili az doostam ta hala moyassar nashode va man ta alan in emkano dashtam ke 2 bar bebinameshoon. Az mosaferate akhiram mitoonam begam ke teyye yek safare 4 rooze, kheili az jahaye ghashange US ro na tanha didam balke kheili az doostane ghadimim ro ke az bachegi ya koodaki bahashoon boodam didam va midoonam ke in emkan baraye kheilia be in asooni moyassar nemishe. hala rage be safaram ye chand ta aks baadan inja mizaram va alan hosele nadaram tozih bedam.

Kholase zendegi jalebe. hamin chand mah pish ke az farte stress va depression har rooz taghriban bala miavordam va too 2 hafte ye dafe 5pound vazn kam kardam. oonvaght in chand rooze be srfe inke doostam maro vel nemikonan, chandin maraseme tavallod baram gereftan va man taghriban alan az in ghazie farari hastam!!

Be har hal har khoshi va nakhoshi ye payani dare va adam faghat bayad havasesh jam bashe ke az in ettefaghat ye chizi yaad begire va bere jelo, hala inke vaghean ye roozi in tajrobiat vaghean be dardesh mikhore ya na ro khoda midoone.

Too in moddat barkhorde adam ha ba man va beine khodeshoon baram besiar jaleb boode. Man hamishe say kardam doro varamo khalvat negah daram ta vaghti moshkeli ba kesi pish miad, man bedoonam ke masoole aslie in moshkel man ya tarafe moghabelam boode. Too in moddat, besoorate jalebi dar chandin mored, ertebate mellat serfan be khatere raftari ke az yeki dige sar zade ba man avaz shode va in baram tajrobeye besiar jadid va bahali boode! Goo inke natijash faaghat delgiri va jodayi hast, ama khob adam vaghean yaad migire ke bazie hadafeshoon vaghean mehro mohabbat nist, balke bar aks ye talashe ajibi dar joda kardane adam ha az khodeshoon daran va man vaghean in group ro dark nemikonam.

Dar yeki az havadesi ke baraye man ettefagh oftad, man nazdik bood 2 ta az doostaye khoobam ro bekhatere bachegi va na bekheradie khodam be saaadegi as dast bedam. Ghablan chandin bar az in harekate bachegane anjam dadam va vaghean az khodam dar oon mavared raazi nistam, ama dar eine hal ham midoonam ke vaghti "adam" ba oon hame kar dorostish gand zad va hameye maro az behesht endakht biroon, man ke dige jaye khod daram. Chizi ke hast ine ke anjame ye eshtebahi ro jayez midoonam be sharti ke vaghti yeki 2 bar mortakebesh shodam, ye khorde yaad begiram. Masaleyi ke dar in mored aziatam kard in bood ke man dar morede in 2 doost, eshtebahio kardam ke ghablan ham ba baghie anjam dade boodam va in fogholadde mano az khodam motenaffer kard. Be har hal, shokre khoda alan moshkel raf shode o masale hal va haddeaghal dar inke toonestam dorost ghaziaro hal konam khoshhalam.

Music ro ham mikham benevisam, az concert hayi ke raftam, az chiz hayi ke jadidan goosh dadam, ama har che bishtar inkaro mikonam, bichtar mifahmam ke daram chert migamo in hame sherro ver ke rage be music migam ziad kharidar nadare:)