Gij vij zadim rafte ha!!!

Dobare daram az oon ezterab haye maskhare migiram. Har kari mikonam ke aroom begiram nemishe. Momkene ye dafe 2 rooz begzare va man aslan hess nakonam ke zaman dare migzare. Har chizi ke mitoone asabamo be ham berize too maghzam miad va mesle kerm shoroo mikone maghzamo khordan. Payiz ba in hame zibayish ham hich kari nemitoone bokone. Bazi vaghta ehsas mikonam ke age ba kesi harf bezanam halam behtar mishe. Vali ta inkaro anjam midam sarian pashimoon misham choon na tanha taraf komaki nemitoone bokone, balke ye jooriam ehsas mikonam khodamo jelosh koochik kardam! In Day maahi boodanam bad maro asir karde.

Vaghti tanha hastam doost daram ke ye chand ta adam doro varam bashan. Vaghti ye zoori mizanam va chand ta adam ro dore khodam jam mikonam, belafasele dakhele oon jam hoselam sar mire va roo miaram be anjam karayi ke tooye jam bi adabane mahsoob mishe. Har joori be ghazie egah mikonam nemitoonam hallesh konam. Hich kas nagoft ke in masir asoon hast vali in bar baare avale man ham mahsoob nemishe, ama gooya bana be dalayeli ke man nemidoonam sakht tar shode.

Ye bar dige yadam miad injoori shode boodam ke taklifam ba khodam aslan maloom nabood. Ghazie mesle yek marizi mimoone ke adam faghat dare tahammol mikone balke tamoom she. Bazi vaghta inghadr narahat hast ke faghat mige bezar bekhabam ta khoob she. Khob oon javab mide choon moshkel phisicie. Bad bakhtie in in hastesh ke adam har cheghadr ham mikhabe baz ke pa mishe rooz az no va roozi az no.

Daram say mikonam ye raahi peida konam ke khodamo aroom konam. Music in rooza komak nemide. Shode ye darooyi ke inghadr masraf kardam ke dige asaresh ziad mahsoos nist. Jaye taassofe choon az madood davahayi hast ke bedoone inke fek konam ke baadesh chi mishe, faghat masraf mikonam!

Giri kardim kholase. Bo ghole Bon Jovi: "In a world that gives you nothing, I need something to believe in". Hala age shoma ye shazdeye khodaparast bashi alan mipari vasat va be tarze har che ahmaghane tar migi pas Khoda inja chikaras, na?;)