faaal!

Yeki az chizayi ke adam ha behesh alagheye khassi neshoon midan in personality test ha va ya tale bini kaf shenasi va.. hast. In chiza mamoolan 2 joor hastan: ye serishoon rag ebe inke momkene dar ayande che ettefaghi biofte behet chizayi ro migan. serie dige ham oonayi hastan ke rag ebe shakhsiatet behet ettelaat midan.

Man khodam modele dovom ro bishtar mipasandam be in dalil ke ehsas mikonam ba tavajjoh be soalati ke azat porside mishe va tebghe ettelaati ke oon test ghablan rage be 1000 ta adam jam karde, ye javabe khoobi behet mide. Ama khob hamishe vaghti injoor test haro mikhoonam, vaghean donbale chize kharegholaadeyi nistam balke bishtar mikham bedoonam ke cheghadr dorost tashkhis mide. Ama kollan fekr mikonam ke mardom be in dalil in chizaro mikhoonan ke ghabla z har chiz injoor faal ha chize bad rage be adam ha nemigan, baraye hamin har adami az khoondane in ha yek ehsase khoobi behesh dast mide va baraye hamin ham hast ke mikhoone.

be har hal, yeki az ina ke be sabke jadidi soal mikonaro gozashtam inja linkesho age doost dashtin baraye khodetoon emtehan konin, goo inke ye khorde loos hast ama be har hal:

http://youniverse.com/statement/module/PersonalityModule/New_Personality_module/retake

Male man natijash in shod ke ba mazze hast:

http://youniverse.com/personality/feedback/a95a48fe2837ce865a7ea53167f2b061

Che ajab baba!!! koja boodi to???

Khob belakhare ye forsate nim saateyi shod ke man biam inja va ye chizi baad az maaah ha benevisam. Ye mogheyi adam az bi kesi minale va daem rage be in masale minevise. Alan vaghean ehsas mikonam na shokri hast age begam ke inja tanha hastam va behem bad migzare. 2,3 maah pish va dar hamin chand neveshteye pish bood ke az doostam dar iran komak mikhastam ke ye khorde havaye mano dashte bashan be havaye inke dep zade boodamo halam bad bood. Alan be zanam be takhte inghadr halam khoob shode va doro varam adam hast ke begam zendegim khoobe:)

4,5 hafteyi hast ke mesle adam haye normal zendegi mikonam. shayad hatta bishtar az oona daram khosh migzaroonam. Adam haye normal zendegishoon ham gham dare ham shadi, male man hamash khoshi boode. Az concerte Oasis raftanam mitoonam begam ke arezooye ye omr mitoone bashe va baraye kheili az doostam ta hala moyassar nashode va man ta alan in emkano dashtam ke 2 bar bebinameshoon. Az mosaferate akhiram mitoonam begam ke teyye yek safare 4 rooze, kheili az jahaye ghashange US ro na tanha didam balke kheili az doostane ghadimim ro ke az bachegi ya koodaki bahashoon boodam didam va midoonam ke in emkan baraye kheilia be in asooni moyassar nemishe. hala rage be safaram ye chand ta aks baadan inja mizaram va alan hosele nadaram tozih bedam.

Kholase zendegi jalebe. hamin chand mah pish ke az farte stress va depression har rooz taghriban bala miavordam va too 2 hafte ye dafe 5pound vazn kam kardam. oonvaght in chand rooze be srfe inke doostam maro vel nemikonan, chandin maraseme tavallod baram gereftan va man taghriban alan az in ghazie farari hastam!!

Be har hal har khoshi va nakhoshi ye payani dare va adam faghat bayad havasesh jam bashe ke az in ettefaghat ye chizi yaad begire va bere jelo, hala inke vaghean ye roozi in tajrobiat vaghean be dardesh mikhore ya na ro khoda midoone.

Too in moddat barkhorde adam ha ba man va beine khodeshoon baram besiar jaleb boode. Man hamishe say kardam doro varamo khalvat negah daram ta vaghti moshkeli ba kesi pish miad, man bedoonam ke masoole aslie in moshkel man ya tarafe moghabelam boode. Too in moddat, besoorate jalebi dar chandin mored, ertebate mellat serfan be khatere raftari ke az yeki dige sar zade ba man avaz shode va in baram tajrobeye besiar jadid va bahali boode! Goo inke natijash faaghat delgiri va jodayi hast, ama khob adam vaghean yaad migire ke bazie hadafeshoon vaghean mehro mohabbat nist, balke bar aks ye talashe ajibi dar joda kardane adam ha az khodeshoon daran va man vaghean in group ro dark nemikonam.

Dar yeki az havadesi ke baraye man ettefagh oftad, man nazdik bood 2 ta az doostaye khoobam ro bekhatere bachegi va na bekheradie khodam be saaadegi as dast bedam. Ghablan chandin bar az in harekate bachegane anjam dadam va vaghean az khodam dar oon mavared raazi nistam, ama dar eine hal ham midoonam ke vaghti "adam" ba oon hame kar dorostish gand zad va hameye maro az behesht endakht biroon, man ke dige jaye khod daram. Chizi ke hast ine ke anjame ye eshtebahi ro jayez midoonam be sharti ke vaghti yeki 2 bar mortakebesh shodam, ye khorde yaad begiram. Masaleyi ke dar in mored aziatam kard in bood ke man dar morede in 2 doost, eshtebahio kardam ke ghablan ham ba baghie anjam dade boodam va in fogholadde mano az khodam motenaffer kard. Be har hal, shokre khoda alan moshkel raf shode o masale hal va haddeaghal dar inke toonestam dorost ghaziaro hal konam khoshhalam.

Music ro ham mikham benevisam, az concert hayi ke raftam, az chiz hayi ke jadidan goosh dadam, ama har che bishtar inkaro mikonam, bichtar mifahmam ke daram chert migamo in hame sherro ver ke rage be music migam ziad kharidar nadare:)

Coldplay

dishab raftam concerte coldplay. Belakhare baad az 1000 saaal az oon energy ha behem dast dad ke javooniam dashtam:D:D Khodam fekr nemikardam ke concerteshoon be in khoobi bashe. Concerte in dafashoon hata az dafeye ghabli ke rafte boodam behtar bood. Va in baraye khodam ham kheili jaleb bood baraye inke man aslan az albume jadideshoon be nesbate album haye ghabli khosham nemiad, ama nokteye jaleb inja bood ke modele ahang hashoon dar in album mesle ahang haye U2 hast yani vaghti roo CD goosh midi hich ehsas khassi behet dast nemide ama in ahanga sakhate shode baraye ejraye zende va por az energy hast! Moteassefane ta shoroo kardam film gereftan az concert oomadan behem gir dadan va goftan bayad doorbin ro jam konam ama khob movaffagh shodam ye seri aks az internet gir biaram ke ghesmat haye mokhtalefe concert hast. Man ino 1000 bar goftam bazam migam ke hich chiz be andzaye music oonam az noyi ke doost daram rooye man asare mosbat nadare. Va jalebish injast ke man age oon music e morede alagheye khodam behem berese, inghadr relax misham ke ba oon hame saro seda o inash khabam mibare:D:D concerte dishab mano dobare yaade in endakht ke chera az in no music khosham miad. Jaye hameye alaghemandan makhsoosan aroose gharghavol va majid khali:)

Stand up for your rights

Ye doreyi bood ke besiar dep zade boodam va baraye khodam ham kheili ajib bood ke chera inghadr sheddatesh ziade. ba kamale etminan mitoonam begam ke ta hala injoori depression rooye man asare be in badi nazashte bood. mamoolan dar injoor mavaghe khodamo ba music e khodam aroom mikonam. age nashod ba guitar, vagarna shoroo mikonam be raah raftan dore shahr ta inke inghadr energy azam bere ke natoonam beistam! va baad hame chi khoob mishe.

Ama in seri in kara ham javab nadad va man aslan har kari kardam halam khoob nemishod. Inja bood ke dige dast be damane doostano ghorso in harfa shodam ta balke aroom begiram. nemidoonam vaghean kodoomesh asar kard ya nakard ama be har hal emrooz ke in post ro minevisam halam kheili behtare va kollan oon phase ro gozaroondam va tamoom shode. Ehsase khodam in hast ke az vaghti ke oomadam inja hanooz ghasdam baraye khoondane PhD oon chenan ghati nashode bood va inja kheili sholo vel va bikhial shoroo kardam. Ama ye dafe ba ye moje azim az kar rooberoo shodam. Az oonvar ham sholooghie doro varam va jangoolak bazie khodam nemizasht ke man hatta tamarkoz konam. be har hal khoda ro shokr in ghazie ro ta dir nashode dark kardam va alan ye 4,5 roozi hast khodamo jam kardam va daram karamo mikonam.

Too in mioon ye seri az doostan kheili behem komak kardan ke in phase ro begzaroonam. Lozoomi nemibinam esmeshoono inja biaram choon khodeshoon midoonan kia hastan va man cheghadr kollan azashoon babate lotf hashoon mamnoonam:)

Inja ettefaghate ziadi oftad ke man hale neveshtaneshoono nadashtam. be tore mokhtasar inke movaffagh shodam bilite concerte coldplay va oasis ro bekharam. hafteye dige in moghe 7 saat ghabl az concerte coldplay khahad bood va man motmaennam ke az hayajan daram khodamo khis mikonam!!!:D:D

Kollan be in natije residam hichi mesle music rooye man asar nadare. man taghriban kheili chizaro emtehan kardam ke khodamo aroom konam va control konam ama hich kodoom mesle music javab nemidan. Inam chizi nist ke bekham pozesho bedam, shayad ettefaghan ye joor mosibat ham bashe choon be noyi etiad mahsoob mishe! vali khob nazare man kollan in hast ke adama bayad khodeshoono be ye chiz motad konan ta betoonan too in donya davoom biaran. yeki khodesho be khoda motad mikone yeki be taryak yekiam mesle man be music. hala ki mitoone bege chi doroste va chi ghalat in vasat.

Emrooz motevajjeh shodam ke ye ghesmat az ahang ham ro dar ye external hard disci back up gerefte boodam vali khodam kamel yadam rafte bood va hamash be khodam fosh midadam ek che joori shode ke man inaro gom kardam. ama belakhare yaftameshoon va ye ahangi hast male ye aghayi ke man aslan nemishnasamesh va kamelan random peida kardam in ahango. Dar ye ghesmati az ahang in agha mige: "Even as you pray to the lord but don't feel you belong no one's gonna notice if you never right no wrong..."

ke be nazaram jomleye jalebie baraye oonayi ke zoor zadan connect shan vali hich vaght ehsas nakardan ke vasl shodan;)

Gij vij zadim rafte ha!!!

Dobare daram az oon ezterab haye maskhare migiram. Har kari mikonam ke aroom begiram nemishe. Momkene ye dafe 2 rooz begzare va man aslan hess nakonam ke zaman dare migzare. Har chizi ke mitoone asabamo be ham berize too maghzam miad va mesle kerm shoroo mikone maghzamo khordan. Payiz ba in hame zibayish ham hich kari nemitoone bokone. Bazi vaghta ehsas mikonam ke age ba kesi harf bezanam halam behtar mishe. Vali ta inkaro anjam midam sarian pashimoon misham choon na tanha taraf komaki nemitoone bokone, balke ye jooriam ehsas mikonam khodamo jelosh koochik kardam! In Day maahi boodanam bad maro asir karde.

Vaghti tanha hastam doost daram ke ye chand ta adam doro varam bashan. Vaghti ye zoori mizanam va chand ta adam ro dore khodam jam mikonam, belafasele dakhele oon jam hoselam sar mire va roo miaram be anjam karayi ke tooye jam bi adabane mahsoob mishe. Har joori be ghazie egah mikonam nemitoonam hallesh konam. Hich kas nagoft ke in masir asoon hast vali in bar baare avale man ham mahsoob nemishe, ama gooya bana be dalayeli ke man nemidoonam sakht tar shode.

Ye bar dige yadam miad injoori shode boodam ke taklifam ba khodam aslan maloom nabood. Ghazie mesle yek marizi mimoone ke adam faghat dare tahammol mikone balke tamoom she. Bazi vaghta inghadr narahat hast ke faghat mige bezar bekhabam ta khoob she. Khob oon javab mide choon moshkel phisicie. Bad bakhtie in in hastesh ke adam har cheghadr ham mikhabe baz ke pa mishe rooz az no va roozi az no.

Daram say mikonam ye raahi peida konam ke khodamo aroom konam. Music in rooza komak nemide. Shode ye darooyi ke inghadr masraf kardam ke dige asaresh ziad mahsoos nist. Jaye taassofe choon az madood davahayi hast ke bedoone inke fek konam ke baadesh chi mishe, faghat masraf mikonam!

Giri kardim kholase. Bo ghole Bon Jovi: "In a world that gives you nothing, I need something to believe in". Hala age shoma ye shazdeye khodaparast bashi alan mipari vasat va be tarze har che ahmaghane tar migi pas Khoda inja chikaras, na?;)

update baba update!!!

Belakhare forsati shod sari be in weblog bezanimo havas konim avazesh konim. Daram be in natije miresam ke in badan dige kesheshe dars khoondan nadare! Yani dleesh mikhad kare dige anjam bede, ama khob be har hal in masiro aghaz kardim ma ham kollan bioftim too y ejarian dige oftadim dige va naaaye mokhalefat nadarim!

ye moghe yadam miad tirip mazhabi dashtam mishodam oonam choon doro varam hame mazhabi boodan! baadesh yadame ye moddat az mazhab badam oomad va tirip zedde mazhab gozashtam. Alanam say mikonam nesbat be mazhab bi tafavot basham vali bazi mogh eha be in natije miresam ke nemishe!! in Al Pacino dar file God Father 3 ye jomleye maroof dare ke mige "every time I try to get out, they pull me back in". Hekayate ma ham shode hamin! Kollan hatta age khodemoon ham bikhial bashim baz bayad javab goo va namayandeye din bashim! Kholase khaste konande mishe.

Chand vaght pish ye filmi oomad biroon be name Religilous ke dar vaghe in esm tarkibi hast az religion va ridiculous. In film ro ye aghayi sakhte be name Bill Mahr ke inja yek montaghede dolat va ye comedian e fogholade maroof hast ke khob maroof tarin chizesh in hast ke be din va khoda eteghad nadare. Va khob jaleb bod harfayi ke mizad va ettelaati ke midad. Dar in film , aksaran hamle karde bood be masihiat va baadesh ye zarre be eslam va khob tebghe mamool ham be yahoodia ziad gir nadad choon inja hame chi daste oonast. Man ke kollan ba tiripe zedde mazhab mokhalefam va be nazaram har chizi har kio aroom kone khoobe. Ama khob be har hal jalebe ke dastane din ro az zaboone yeki dige ke kamelan motezad ba ghabliast beshnave, chizi ke omran too mamlekate khodemoon ejazasho bedan.

Be har hal filme badi nist bebinin, ya ke na be man che!

Baad raftim ye filme dige be name Body of lies ke khob hatman midoonin ki tooshe. Hala oonesh be darak, filmesh khob ok boodo ina va tebghe mamool maloom bood chi mishe. Ama akhare film dar ghesmatti ke asamie bazigaran ro minevise, ye ahangi pakhsh shod az ye groupi ke saal hast album nadade. In group baraye kheili az doostaye man va khode man fogholade moghaddas bood dar ye doreyi va bazi az ahangash hanoozma ke hanooze vaghti goosh dade mishe obohhat az saro roosh mibare. manzooram groupe Guns 'n Roses hast va hazrate Axl Rose. Belakhare in album dare maahe dige miad biroon va in ahang male oon album hast! Man daram lahze shomari mikonam choon vaghean delam baraye sedaye Axl Rose tang shode.

che konim hamine dige yeknakhtim felan!

zendegie ma kholase shode dar in:

1)homework benevisim

2)homework grade konim

3)bokhorim

4)bekhabim

Age fekr mikonin khabare digeyi too zendegie ma hast kheir! albate gah godari ye khabaraye khoobiam be gooshemoon mirese ke hal mikonim mesle in:

Oasis sold nearly 90,000 copies of new album "Dig Out Your Soul" after its release earlier this week (October 6), making it one of the year's fastest first-day sellers.

The band's seventh studio album had sold 89,434 copies by the end of the day.

According to midweek figures, at close of business yesterday the album was outselling the current Number One, Kings Of Leon's "Only By The Night", by nearly five units to one.

vali khob kollan baghiash ye joore;)